Awake after breakdown

My name is Ericka. I will be celebrating 1 year as an employee of the Dollar Tree next week. This time last year i lived in a bush in the desert of Tempe, AZ.

Following the deaths of my mother and grandmother (a mere 8 months apart, mind you) i fell hard and fast down a rabbit hole that , for me, included a wicked heroin addiction that i was already quite familiar with. I lost everything including but not limited to my ability and desire to care about anything or anyone. I made a genuine effort to, and wasted a great deal of energy on trying to literally self destruct.

8 years later and only by the grace of God, I have risen out of that hole... Just in time for what appears, to me, to be Johns vision in Revelation. I do not, even for a second, believe it is coincidental that i got my head on straight immediately before the world drastically changed.

I'm so glad you all are here and I'm not alone in this awareness.

My only issue is that this looks like a tribulation and I was praying I wouldn't be around for that.

Post vs pre-tribulation rapture? Apparently the debate is on going.